Dar Is For Daryl

2009-11-18T22:41:00.002+08:00

hmm a blink of an eye. someone of the same age died.
is 17 really young? life is like a click and its gone. with God hmm for now only. without? i dont know. maybe its forever.
a friend who shared hte same school time and memories just gone. gone, easy to type, difficult to accept.

my life, hmm i didnt regret. i just feel that i gotta love more. my friends and people around me.
haha.

life has been okok. God is loving more and more. felt it.hehe.
hmm
today soccere at the cage. with radical, ruel and remix guys. awesome eh.
maybe except josh was injured.
Abba, in jesus name his toe line fracture will be alright.
so will mine. hmm my thumb has been injured for 3 weeks. and i have been playing alot. and today got shot again. its numb and pain. not a good sign for sure.

anyways. been thinking.
since i went mk to help. hmm i like kids haha. fun. its awesome to educate and spend time bringing up the young ones.
awesome.

love is patient. hmm i should wait. but is the person the one?
all i know is i feel comfortable ard .
hmm GOd to tell me.
so far its a no go. wisedom. lets ask GOd.
hmm ok im not gonna say anymore much.

cya

2009-11-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

hi, Os is ending. vb today was pretty bad. melvin goh was there though haha..

i feel so sad . i mean life suddenly seemed so meaningless. God's ways are higher but i still cant help being not sad and like down.
dont ask me. i really dont know why.
nothing seemed to be worthy to me now. just so numb.

cant help but shout foolish foolish foolish. i dont know why.
just feel stupid.

Good people are hard to come by? well i dont know. but i know people u like and love is hard to come by. GOd knows. i dont.
hmm. i dont know wat else to say .

2009-11-06T15:48:00.003+08:00

right thing at a wrong time made it all wrong. i guess this encouraged me or made me feel worse? haha....
i always wait too much but i do appreciate it.
God give me right time and let me do it right.

2009-11-03T22:11:00.001+08:00

i cant deny that i am pretty down to those emotional period again. God i know i have u. i have no one to turn to. only u. u know wat is ahead for me and u have prepared that. yes i know u do.

hmm i have nothing much to say here hmm. even if i have not here i guess? haha

2009-11-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

"Everybody needs a little time away," I heard her say, "from each other."
"Even lover's need a holiday far away from each other."
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

Couldn't stand to be kept away just for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away from the one that I love.
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.
Hold me now.
I really want to tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.

You're gonna be the lucky one.

2009-11-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

Stay with me
Don't fall asleep too soon
The angels can wait for a moment

Come real close
Forget the world outside
Tonight we're alone
It's finally you and I

It wasn't meant to feel like this
Not without you

Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

Don't be afraid
I'll be right by your side
Through the laughter and pain
Together we're bound to fly

I wasn't meant to love like this
Not without you

Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

I made a few mistakes, yeah

Like sometimes we do

Been through lot of heartache
But I made it back to you

Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
And when I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

When I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

lyrics says it all. as in mood haha.

2009-11-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

Eyes
Like a sunrise
Like a rainfall
Down my soul
And I wonder
I wonder why you look at me like that
What you're thinking
What's behind
Don't tell me
But it feels like love

I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together
Cause you're the one good reason
You're the only girl that I need
Cause you're more beautiful than I have ever seen
I'm gonna take this night
And make it Evergreen

Touch
Like a angel
Like velvet to my skin
And I wonder
Wonder why you wanna stay the night
What you're dreaming
What's behind
Don't tell me
But it feels like love

I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together
Cause you're the one good reason
You're the only girl that I need
Cause you're more beautiful than I have ever seen
I'm gonna take this night
And make it Evergreen

(Don't tell me
But it feels like love)

I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together
Cause you're the one good reason
You're the only girl that I need
Cause you're more beautiful than I have ever seen
I'm gonna take this night
And make it Evergreen

2009-11-01T21:32:00.003+08:00

whooooo one more week and i am free!
GOd u have setted me free , i will shout and sing ur praises lord. i give u praise for ur unending love always!!!!.
roar u have love me so sososososo much . And i thank u for all my friends. XD
all the best tmr to G for VAs ROAR WACK st hildas ah. too bad i can watch.

God i also pray that my injuries will be healed. my left thumb and my right knee.
Father also protect me against sickness . i will not be defeated whoooooohoooo
lolz.

peace out.

2009-11-01T15:18:00.000+08:00

wang le you duo jiu
zai mei ting dao ni
dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
wo xiang le hen jiu
wo kai shi huang le
shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me

#
ni ku zhao dui wo shuo
tong hua li du shi pian ren de
wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi
ye xu ni bu hui dong
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le

*
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

Repeat # and *

wo yao bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

wo hui bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

yi qi xie wo men de jie ju

2009-11-01T13:43:00.002+08:00

today's service was awesome.
gave up my seat for sweemin though haha.

sermon was awesome, i have been pretty down i think.
i feel that i am not myself for quite awhile. this year is a year where there are alot of emotional issues huh. maybe lo..many of my friends faced many things and i am unable to help in any way. as for me, thats the main point of this year. becaue i need a breakthru.
things came on the wrong side when i am unable to help even myself. but i know my God is always there for me. It was me who turned away. NOw i am back .

the difference abt it is, i do not feel alone when i face my problems now.
however the pain is still there. maybe deep inside me i have things that bothers me but i dont know.

hmm i really dont know man. i dont think this is a good place to talk abt it.

right thing at wrong time is still wrong.
going into things that somehow made me down. depress and beaten.
jealousy. i remember wat pastor prince said, it is pretty true .
we do not get jealous of people who are really of a very different age , for example a young girl is not jealous of the old lady, and say that the old lady's bun is nice lol. yeah but thats something abt it.
i have one area where i get jealous unknowingly untill i sit down and think.

so i guess thats the furthest i can say. well i dont think i wish to say it here. it is always better to be talking to a person face to face. which i have never done so much until things end.
loser man . tsk . hmm. i am always worried that i bore people. and yes i do. i simply love to talk. i have many things to pour eh. but nothing comes out face to face.
im weak.

all i can say to end is i want to pray.
i will come to u just as i am. God i know u will restore and u will provide for me,
the things i lost will be gien back to me 7 folds. i wont get 7x i get 7x the quality. my heart will not grow faint and it shall always be urs. my tongue will proclaim that ur name is the name of all and i will always praise ur name and urs only. amen.

2009-10-31T19:39:00.002+08:00

i am afriad to love. the one i dare to love is God.
i am afraid to get into a relationship. because i dont know how to love

2009-10-31T18:51:00.003+08:00

its been 3 mths haha since i last posted. i am in midst of my Os.
u know. no matter how much the work is or how prepared am i. exams are always the killer esp academic wise for me.

though i know God is the one making the final call, i will still ask, wat is my career gonna be?.

firstly, i have this fear of failing again despite my hard work. hmm
i have always have the interest of joining the army. But many came out jobless and sort.

but no matter how many jobs etc in my mind.
one thing i cannot deny is, i want to make money and have a family of my own. i can be a man. not tht i cant. But it is wat i see, that man means man of the family. yeah

secondly, why i have the though of going in is. i have no idea wat job i should get outside. and i am not studies incline. frankly i dont kinda like it. not that i condemn it. but i really cant take secondary school studies much longer.
heres the bad news, by not going thru the main way, as in gov poly. i can say goodbye to high pay. and officer cadet school in army.

i dont doubt my ability and definitely not God too. so i just want to pray that i can really find the answer.

i have been listening and thinking over pastor brian's sermon on our dreams and wat is actually given to us in our hands.
wats in my heart is a job that i love and like. money itself wont motivate me , other than family it is my interest. so tsk tsk.
wat is it.

Gigi told me and reminded me to live in the now. yesh thats right.
cant help thinking abt future though haha. i can pray but i will still think. lol

hmm. main thing now is God make me pass.

actually some may know. i used to aim to become a pe teacher. hmm it like died down for awhile , how?
well army career still sounds good , maybe not so after i really try?

roar.!!! hmm i gotta study. cya

2009-08-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

its been almost a month, i came back from lj. hope to have another chance to have a quieter time here in my blog.
sudden stress settle in again. the moodiness on and off. however seeing u is kinda conforting , because this time u can smile haha.

hmm prelims are near. i want to ace it. no more excuses no more compromise.
because this is no longer an expectation setted my people around me, it is my dream

DREAMS are given by God, expectations of our physical results are worldly.
GOd i want to shoot off to another part of my life. let this time be super.
i just want quietness now and rest.

i wanna kayat now. out of this place. in the sea. going against the current. smashing through the rough sea.
i want to see the sun and fight to see it. sitting down and wait for the sun will not be as meaningful as fighting to see the sun.
HOwever the oter way round. GOd wants us to rest and see the results. God can call us to do different things too.
if it is a dream then commit it to the lord.

sometimes i wonder wat are the tinking of many speakers / teachers thinking, when they share devotion.
i mean yes , Jesus is glorified. But i see them talking abt our human works above His death. i know we have to follow on God's work. meaning to act it out for we have receive. but many just follow it blindly. thus, a law. law is the ministry of death. GRACE!!! where are u, grace grace. why are u always left out. why do people always think of God's wrath? yes i know there is wrath. but I SEE GRACE. He was crucified for me.

i hear people say that we are sinners and we are going to hell thats why we have to believe in GOd. sometimes because GOd love us thats why he wants to save us.. then so and so. this folowed by. if we do not reconcil we will go to hell.

Now when i am christian. yes, i know those unsaved will go to hell. But hey we can understand and not FEAR because we are saved. How will non-believers see it as.??? a FEAR. i dont know am i prejudiced against them..

BUT I AM HERE TO SAY. JESUS IS MY BEST FRIEND, HE IS MY BEST BROTHER, MY BEST MENTOR, MY LOVER.
HE DIED FOR US SO THAT THE LAW=WRATH=PUNISHMENT WILL NOT BE OURS. HE BORE IT ON THE CROSS. HE SACRIFICED FOR ME, FOR US. NO THERE IS THEREFORE NO MORE CONDEMNATION.
LOOK IF U THINK THERE IS CONDEMNATION, I WILL SAY YES OF COURSE. BUT JESUS TOOK IT SO THAT WE WILL NOT.

HE PAID OUR DEBT, SO WAT ARE WE TRYING TO PAY? NOTHING. GOD FREELY GAVE US HIS SON, WAT CAN HE NOT GIVE US.
YES GOD IS A GIVER AND TAKER. BUT HE DOES NOT GIVE SICKNESS. YES I JUST SAID HE WILL NOT WHY? PUNISHMENT? IF IT IS PUNISHMENT THEN OK ASK JESUS TO COME DOWN FROM THE CROSS, THEN U GO UP. WE JUST NEED TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS AND BE FORGIVEN. AND WHEN WE ARE FORGIVEN , IT IS DONE. BUT FEAR NOT, GOD WILL NOT CONDEMN
WELL U MAY ASK THEN WAT IF WE ARE NOT FORGIVEN? I ADMIT ID IS PAINFUL. BUT BY NOT FORGIVING ARE WE NOT CONDEMNING OTHERS?
WE ARE NOT PERFECT. WE NEED GOD. WITHOUT GOD WE CANNOT, SIMPLE, AND WITHOUT US, GOD WILLNOT.

QUESTION TODAY. DO U LOVE GOD OR FEAR GOD? BOTH? THEN WAT IS THE FEAR. ETERNAL DEATH? OR LOVE HIM BECAUSE U ARE SAVED. NOW BOTH CONTRADICTS RIGHT? IF U ARE SAVED HOW R U TO BE CONDEMNED?

LETS LINK IT TO THE SICKNESS PART. A MAN WAS SICK. A PASTOR ASKED HIM WHY IS IT SO, THE MAN SAID GOD WANTS TO TEACH ME A LESSON. HMM ALRIGHT FAIR...ENOUGH. HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN? 20 YRS.
OH U MUST BE A SLOW LEARNER. HEY LOOOOOKKK!!!!. CAN I SAY HE IS PUNISHED FOR BELIEVING GOD? NONONONONO!!!!! DISEASES NEVER CAME FROM GOD. OLD TESTIMENT DID. YES, THAT WAS BEFORE JESUS BORE THE CROSS FOR US.
IF IT IS NOT FROM GOD THEN IT IS FROM DEVIL ISNT IT? IT IS NOT FROM THE BIRDS OR PIGS.
DONT PRAY TO THEM, NEITHER DO U ASK FROM THE devil. WHY? EASY. IF devil CAN SAVE U GOD NEED NOT GIVE HIS SON TO DIE.

IT IS REPEATING MAN, ALL THE FOCUS THIS WHILE IS THE LAMB ON THE CROSS. THE CROSS.

SO HOW DO WE GET WELL, BELIEVE GOD. BELIEVE GOD DOESNT MEAN BELIEVING BLINDLY. THIS CAN BE A PROBLEM. PEOPLE WHO CAN MEMORISE THE BIBLE CAN BE BLIND. BECAUSE THEY CANT SEE THE GRACE. LET SEE WHO IN TEH BIBLE CAN ABIDE ALL THE LAWS? NO ONE. ONLY ONE THE PERFECT OFFERING JESUS. IF WE CANT BE PERFECT DOES IT MEAN WE DIE? YEAH. WE DO DIE. PHYSICALLY BUT NOT SPIRITUALLY. WE ARE SAVED. SO HOW CAN U SAY THAT ABIDING THE LAW KEEPS U ALIVE IF NONE OF US CAN. ????

JESUS TOOK THE CROSS FOR US....

THIS IS LINKED TO THE FIRST PART ,THIS CYCLE KEEPS GOING ON BECAUSE WE HAVE THE ANSWER.

JESUS DIED ON THE CORSS FOR US. SO WE CAN LIVE, NOT WITHOUT LAW, BUT WITHOUT THE WRATH OF THE LAW.
GOD IS THE TAKER. HE TOOK THE WRATH AND GAVE IT TO ANOTHER PERSON.JESUS

ISNT THIS LOVE? AMAZING LOVE.
SO IF U THINK UR GOING TO HELL , GOD IS SAD. LETS NOT QUALIFY OURSELVES THIS ALSO DOESNT MEAN TO DISQUALIFY AND CONDEMN OURSLEVES.WE NEED TO KNOW THAT WE ARE SAVED BY GOD, BY HIS GRACE. SALVATION=JESUS. HE IS OUR SLAVATION. BELIVING IN HIM MEANS SAVED.

LET NOT FEAR GOD THIS WAY. HE IS A CARING GOD. HE IS HARD TOWARDS evil , BUT SMILES AT HIS CHILDREN

2009-08-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

today is one of my free-er day haha. so decided to spend time with volleyball and God. I have learnt something today. and that is to realy study the bible and know about my ABBA . i also learn that wat joshua said was true that, for him spending time in his studies is also spending his time with God hmm as in GOd is with him. God i will say amen abt that for me too. spending time in my studies is how i want to use to glorify u.

the vb game so not so good as i didnt play that well but who cares. i still enjoyed and i did my part. Zhang jialian came too. he ask me to train setting and play for NYP. as in try to train as a setter before i get in. ANd this is another AMen daddy. i will get in NYP and their team too.

for now dady i pray for those that i want and need to pray for. hmm it may be sensitive so i wont pray here.
but GOd may ur Love and peace be with them always.

mum and dad going to macau soon. saded liao. but i also happy. can go out muahahahaha.
kk i go rest liao se ya soon
daryl out

2009-07-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

daddy GOd i am slack , but in ur name i will not be slack. i have faith and will aim for As. i wont be shaken or be afraid.
it is short post but to me this is long enough to motivate me and sum up and include what i want from daddy GOd.
God u have been with me and u will be with me also tmr in the interview room. amen

2009-07-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

god ur so great. so beautiful. ur my only and the real light in this life.

2009-07-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

awesome night with daddy GOd and JEsus.

2009-07-25T00:08:00.001+08:00

today i will make it quick. it is fun and fruitful.
i wont say much today but God planted something in me for sure.
i know what i want and where i am heading towards.
But God i dont want to run before u.

thats all for today. tel u more when i sort it out

2009-07-23T21:49:00.003+08:00

when i am down and lack of petrol. i am reminded of this song. this like i have mentioned before is the song that got me to not let go.
not let go of my life and this path i took.
GOd led me through the major setback in my life, this short period is chicken feet for him. If it is chicken feet for him , so will it be for me. hehe.

2009-07-22T23:51:00.002+08:00

today is gonna be short and simple from me and even more direct. i dont like what happened recently.
positively it had allowed me to think. but also uncovered some truth and frustrating truth and indivivual personality.
i have one mroe thing to say, i am the righteousness of God and i know i am glorifying ur name and urs only.

one video that will help to end my day post and start a new beginning tmr.

2009-07-22T00:19:00.001+08:00

today was ok. but tired lol. almost fell asleep.
tmr is chinese listening . GOd i know u will give me a powerfull and sharp mind and ears right? amen

then went vb after school for awhile
then went home
dinner then went KOlam ayer for vb lol
then was talking online to gigi and tada here i am .

oh tsk man . still need to organise the timetable so sian.

roar sleep early . haha. i have to ..hurhur.

kk see ya tmr

oh ya the quiz is extended for another week
jyjy ah.

Zone is near roar. and i am excited

2009-07-20T22:49:00.002+08:00

ahhh so tired. God i know u will gimme the strenght . tests every week and so much homework. so gonna dried up soon.
then today still so tired. tsk and stupid things happen.

then pe so bored.tsk. i miss those days where i just do prefects duty and so free and easy.
now it is like so bored and meaningless.

oh ya great.. i almost sprain my left ankle and my right ankle still hurts. ZzZzZ.
can i just log off this life for awhile? then go back to the obs style of life. just u and the forest and friends and no homework and naggings.

i miss volleyball..

math homework due tmr. roarrrrr.
geo test tme..... roarrrr.

2009-07-19T23:40:00.003+08:00

yo. sunday is always awesome because of service.
so woke up in the morning then quickly sms joseph if he is at first srv then can help me take ticket for 3rd haha.
smart right.

then hmm slowly went to city hall to meet GIgGi hehe. tyty.i like the 'key chain' alot. eh DIY leh. dont play play.

then went over to suntec to meet the usuals the i got dragged to city link. iwant to go service ma then alvin and joseph insisited i go to alvin house to study. haha.
service was awesome ok???!!!

then it suck when alvin told me i forgot to pass him the charger. so went down to tanah merah and home i go. haha

thats all for today short and sweet

2009-07-18T22:02:00.002+08:00

yo third day in to the quiz haha.
good thing today. PRaise God alvin tin was mia for three days and all of us couldnt contact him . then it scare the wit out of us. then today when we reach newton with the thoughts that he bombed us. he call us finally lol.
God is good. we had a good time.
then helped joseph and alvin with gym. thank u Jesus . i found my aim becuse of u

bad- first ly we lost. nvm. hahaha but i played badly sue to my leg injury. then i sprain my neck. tsk
whole team injured lol.
then i got burnt by the sun.

overall today was awesome

2009-07-17T22:18:00.002+08:00

whats good. today is... hmm i work hard today haha by GOd's grace la.
then ehh.... but today super tired. then went our with DG brothers muahaah. pool awhile not bad ah. i still keep in touch with it. haha.then eat and home.

bad things is dang i am tired and homework wuite alot and i have to sleep now. tmr need to wake up damn early. tsk tsk.

hmm haha yeah. God pls help me and my ankle and tmr will be a great day AMEN!!!

2009-07-16T22:04:00.002+08:00

hmm ok.. ysterday decided to do a quest and quiz. haha a one week must post mission lol. gigi said do it for one week straight. so.. ON man.
k simple two questions only.

what made my day
and what was something bad or something that spoil my day.

firstly. hmm wats good.... oh ok.. geo i was one of 4 passes only muahahaha. then others stay back and retest heehehe.
then. i play vb again. the one where i just hit it against the wall and play squah with it alone. lol. i can hit it more accurately and louder. haha. cant resist not hitting one. so felt good and love the 'spiak!!!!!!' sound haha.

wats bad? hmm. ok. i somehow sprain my right ankle alittle. maybe old ailment la. tsk the injury is occuring again relaspe tsk tsk. then saturday tournament for bball liao. wa.... nvm in Jesus name i am healed XD
then hmm tmr got lit workshop then maybe cant go out with remix guys. nvm la see how.
and i gained weight. roar. thks ah. classmate drag me to mac. so student meal like quite good. so i gave way lol.

kk thats all ba. oh ya we got remix FB group muahahaha .

2009-07-15T20:34:00.002+08:00

last year is a past, let it pass.
i cant hide in. i was strong till now. i have to pick myself up again. even though i fell on this spot i know God will give me his hand.

i have to make it an U-turn.
i want to shout aloud. be alone

but i have to admit. i am feeling bad now. haha nvm i still have God

2009-07-15T20:08:00.002+08:00

i am thinking deep again.
life seemed meaningless and too slow again even though i have aims in life. why?
that emo emo feeling is coming back lol. tsk tsk. haha

i just love the night.

best if i am at a mountain top or beach or some where high, like my window. so windy.
then thoughts just flow through my mind, any thing i can think of.
my future, my present. haha.

but i really wish i am now on a grass patch that is beside the beach. with the night beach life on. then i will just lie down on the grass then look up into the sky. and look to the ships, hear the waves. let the wind take my thoughts away. haha. pretty cool huh.

Guys, best arent best with out a bottle of heineken. haha

one for sure i know changed. such thoughts i use to dream of it with someone beside me.
but now i seemed to be thinking of only myself in the picture.
hmm. dont know why. but somethings cant manifest now. or maybe i try not to. but i want to and i am unsure. haha
i have no idea what am i blabbling about haha

2009-07-15T20:01:00.000+08:00

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Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly,
I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

2009-07-14T23:19:00.004+08:00

God is lord. but he is also my abba father.

he loves me and he loves u.
no one cares but he will do.
i love him and i love u

hatred stirs quarrel
love overlooks oursleves
for love is from GOd
anyone who loves, knows God.
our love is in CHrist.
GOd is with us and his love for us, grows ever stronger

2009-07-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

2009-07-11T23:39:00.001+08:00

i feel empty. dont ask me why. i just feel empty now.
God pls fil me. eventhough i can feel nothing thing now.

my heart is very troubled. i cant concentrate, i cant think.

2009-07-11T21:47:00.001+08:00

2009-07-11T21:42:00.003+08:00

daddy God i dont want things to go bad for me again. i want to be under your wings, i dont know whether to trust my heart or not.
But i know all i gotta do is to trust u. u are my super strong God.
i know with u around i will be fine . i do not want to trust on my own strength again

i am feeling up and down again.
calm my down, i know i can see u and u can always see me. let my eye me cast onto u and u only.

2009-07-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

i dont think we are playing together anythime soon again as a team again. we are all leading our individual life now. haha. lets meet up soon.
hmm we are probably gonna be playing each others school soon lol

2009-07-10T22:17:00.001+08:00

i go sleep liao la. msn also not much people to chat to =(
chat buddies all not online. boooo.
ok i shall treat myself well. early night!!! haha

2009-07-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

2009-07-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

super strong God. u love me.

i am feeling down again. lol. hmm i am not dry but just like bothered by small small things that slowly got me thinking. it isnt that small after all.
looking at some old stuff and it got me hmm how to do i describe, alittle nostalgic, hmm sad probably. i am a human after all. i ask myself why am i here. what am i doing what am i gonna do. i can simply push all these things and thoughts aside. but at times like now. i cant.

last night i was just meditating and preparing myself to receive daddy God's love . then i was thinking abt somethings. i learnt something . a bad day and bad thoughts starts with one comdemnation. a person can go on a 'feel good' streak for days but once something just hook u and get concious of ur error or certain details u feel bad.then the condemnation sets in and takes ur conciousness of daddy's love from us.
i prayed and was taken out of it. i was out of the woods.

now things that i am thinking and concern are not abt some things i regret. i dont think i regretted anything. because nothing is a mistake to God. i mean he allows me learn in the process.

one of my question now is probably why am i doing here again. am i suppose to be here?. can i get out? i am not even sure if this is my queation in my head. well

but some things that i am not afraid to share here is. Daddy opened my eyes. wide open. things like bgr. i learnt,felt, understand and experience from it was... i can quote u this in short 'there is a season for everything and God wants the best for me for u(everyone)' in this case me. yes me.
i was so affected twice. not that it is great but daddy let me see it in a way that hey. they are not the one for u. not that they are bad. u are great. so am i. but it is simply not my season. not mine, it is like u dont expect a farmer to start planting corn in winter. it is so gonna die even before it can grow. i will never grow. that is wats gonna happen when we do things at wrong season. pastor ben and pastor prince said that right thing at wrong time is stil wrong.

it just sets me thinking. thinking!!.

u know... friends around me and some leaders said that hey i am secured. i do not wish to speak bad to myself, many a times i really question myself abt it . am i really secure? why am i seeking such attention? am i happen to ask if it is right or wrong.

then the season calling came in. then i know hey it is not my season and i got to tell myself this-
it is fruitless if we are working for ourselves. Are the things that we are doing going to bring glory to jesus? edify his name? or personal gain?.
is this person gonna be with me forever? or am i seeking the wrong love at the wrong time. come on.

God is so good he let me see such things. but daddy i can tell u these small things to others and insignificant in their eyes are so hard and heavy for me.

firstly i have no bgr, yes i have no bgr. i did woo girls before . which guy is not trying to? but . i will tell u i failed twice lol. and i only woo twice so failure 100 percent. haha some time ago in fact years ago. i told myself that hey ur a loser lo. that u can even get a girl. i did let this thought go into my brain for awhile. then it took me fast to know that i am special like wat many smaller kids would call them selves haha as in at a younger age.

hmm then now just recently my close friends in fact all broke up. them it is like hey. daryl ur secure u did not let urself get into a bgr, it is something to be so happy and ablt to boast about. it is that. when i look at these things again. it is so insignificant yet it is so significant to me.
many a time i gave advices and encourage my friends. most of the time. God encourage me , he is always my support.

but my heart is like shaking again. brought to this emptiness. for awhile . on and off. i will float into some thoughts then i will burst the bubble and HEY! why am i yearning and looking into things that are at the wrong season.
my driving thought- my motvated drive is like empty again. i am low and dry again. hot and cold. why?
my i feel alittle messed up. i cant stand not being able to complete work. yes i am striving hard. but the drive is gone in a way that certain satisfaction is not there. my friends are not there? i lack in certain things? i dont know.

but wat i want to keep myself at tip-top condition to receive wat God has prepared for me.

i know i fear. i fear the process the hard process like wat i am going through now. i am not that negative as to say that i am having a very HARD time but just that it is not desirable. u get wat i mean..
failure is something i cannot avoid in life. no one will have a perfect life. if we are so perfect we dont need God. and we are not God.

i am back in this pocket that are dug here and there this year . this pocket is like a time zone. u simply float away and start thinking again. over and over again.

but the challenge is here. why not i let God let me see wat he sees. why am i leting God see wat i see. and how do i achieve this? i dont know. pray bah? rest? meditate?
i dont know. if i know that much i wouldnt be like sharing here. haha

hmm daddy GOd u brought me here. and i want u to promise me that u will deliver me out out out of here. let this be quick. and fast and i will be able to taste and feel that super super satisfacted feeling.

my work are fruitless . God let ur work bear fruit through me. let ur work work be done through me. and my dreams to be fulfilled by u, in u only.
this i pray that u will keep me safe from evil thoughts and the slightest condemning thought to go into my brain. i want ur love only urs only nothing else.

2009-07-08T21:11:00.001+08:00

God i need ur courage and wisdom now.
do only things that wil edify ur name . glorify u, u only
i place my heart with u.

2009-07-08T20:42:00.005+08:00

busy plus late night is a cycle of life. haha its been like that since last year haha.
those honeymoon years in school are historied lol

last sunday went movie with peeps like josh jordon donatus, his sisters , cheryl, sherrie and taizi .
transformer was pretty cool. and sadly i dont find megan fox cool anymore.
haha.

God is with me and i can feel his presence. today hmm quite tired when i reached home. alittle dry spiritually. but nvm ,i know GOd loves me and will continue to let me feel his presence and keep me moving on.

i have put my priorities for this season. my studies, then my church and kingdom friends and volleybal! haha

others are abt the same stage but studies is first la. i know God agrees with me yes this year is gona be awesome.
i dont know why but i am thinking and kinda miss ej camp. it was so full of God's love. i pray that this year will be oversea . so like out of this world , then under the sky just lie down and stare at the sky filled with those sparkling stars.
having a quiet and heart to heart talk with daddy God.

then praises and worship under the moon and stars!. and shake the place!. tear the place down!. just jump jump jump !!!!!

the best thing to do in times of destress and troubles is to be concious of His love for me. He will travel over the mountain and the sea for me. me only. ! XD

daddy god now just i just want to feel ur love for me. let me change the world , i want to be a history maker. making history!!!

2009-07-06T23:43:00.002+08:00

yo. i am here not to blog abt yesterday. tmr ba.

i want to thank u, yes it is u. u light up my day.
accompanying me in msn this few days haha.
hmm i enjoyed and it certainly let me destress and seek a refuge temporary from the tension.
thank u. and ur the first one to like the poem =)
goodnight
GOd bless.

meanwhile i am back to my work again

2009-07-02T23:06:00.002+08:00

God ur presence in my life now is so strong. beyond words could explain.
i want to be in TS VB. God u know wat i want and wat i need. wat i will become.
i will glorify U. and u will always keep me under ur wings. and fill me with ur love.
i need ur strength and might to get this 4 mths a solid and super time period.

ur presence in my troubled times like now is ever so strong and in fact stronger in my troubled times. i felt it and it was fresh air for me. new engine. u spoke in me and into me. i will follow u, the path u have setted for me

2009-06-24T11:52:00.002+08:00

yesterday's service for servers wit pastor ben was AWESOME. hehe
the message was great, God i will keep in mind , that wat i do to my body will affect me and my blesings, God u know every little things i do, my reasons my aim and purpose of it. ( in a positive and light-hearted note) God i pray that i will not be distracted of my aim in life and as to why i want to serve U.

2009-06-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

i am gonna post finally!. life was ok until today again. because i know next week is so gonna be busy and very packed
worst of all is i have tests. omg.
it is so sian. and i have ss test tmr, the lessons then tuition.
thus not able to go for lvl outing haiz
but tuesday i will have servers meeting yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

looking forward to it man.
but dont know why, stil sad lo. maybe stress again? depress? i dont even know myself. but i have Jesus. haha

mmm. ohya. pls God i dont want to have like wat happen last year to happen again.
those two events tsk. U r my all in all and my provider, my source of strenght and my abba. my trust is in you.

i miss serving. i miss alot of things now. right side of my butt hurts now. pain*
ok back to mug. GOd bless m memory.

2009-05-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

whooooooo.......
i am tired . gonna pon school tmr yeah!!!!!
study tmr yeah lookig forward to it man.

ok so hmm. went tp today. ZzZ super tiring. quite bored to be frank.
well. nothing much to talk abt. also dont know wat to talk abt before sleeping.

james morrison is nice. i like his songs.

wat do u see in the mirror?
a lion? i see a lion.
it stood tall and firm
its roar was both encouraging and intimidating.
i see david also.

and of course i see myself.
they are in me. i will not give up. no matter wat. i will press on.
it hard. but its all in my mind. yes its all only in my mind.

i belong to u only Jesus only u.
no prompting to write any poems now lol.
ok cya tmr

2009-05-24T21:01:00.003+08:00

- not by my might.but urs-
swim with all my might
only i am right
no one could stop me from my goals,not even u

u stopped my goals, i wanted to hate u.
u knew those goals, that those are ghost
with those goals, i get nothing but fail

u made me fail so i wont frail again
u made whole, so i will know
that only u will i hold

only u are my gold

with u as my gold, my goals are real
by ur might i will fight
no one can ever make me cry

but if, if i cry
i know ur still mine
and i
am urs.

if i succeed without u
i know those are arent true

fakes seems real
but fakes are fakes
real seems fake but
real is never fake

for not by my might
but ur might.
for u r mighty
so am i.

success are urs , so its mine
love are yours, so its mine
health is urs, so its mine
hotness is urs, so its mine

for u rose from the grave,
thus,
i will never die

-daryl-

2009-05-24T20:49:00.002+08:00

weather was great yesterday. a perfect day for THE PLAY!!! yup
God is good. the weather was not as hot as today at first, still hot though.
then when the we reached the carnival, it was still super hot ok?. then well like i said ,we, people in this ministry is of course so favoured. the weather was superb-ly perfect. i said perfect!
the clouds covered the blazing sun. the weather was cool.
we all had fun eventhough we didnt win. but i know we are the winners in God's eyes.
i am a winner in God's eyes

so..lets skip to the most happening and exciting part. it is none other then the praises and worship. it was HOT. the atmosphere as well as the weather. haha.
welcome to THE ZONE. yyup the three ministries are known as THE ZONE. cool man. AWESOME.
had a great time yesterday and i cant feel my legs, my legs are tired very very very tired. but Thank God it didnt cramp hehe.

oh ya i had alot of sand on my hair and so on. thks to wanru, swee min and nikki. haha swee's influence caused that. i guess yesterday joshua, jodorn and i was the most sandy. so yesterday was like a turbo charge man.
O level chinese is chicken feet for sure. AMEN.

2009-05-24T01:11:00.005+08:00

roses are red
violets are blue
i like u
but u blew.

time goes past
u flew past

i held on
u moved on.
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i thought thru, if its true.
thought i knew but i never grew

the alarm rang, i saw blank
blank in my mind , i knew ur not mine
though chances came by, i knew nothing except. goodbye

i have given up for i grew up

though not use to, i know i need ,to stand by it

i dont know if u know, that i , made to go
seeing u is enough, liking u is no bluff.

awkwardness, i want to curse.
giving problems to her ears

being friends is the best
walking pass is a test

eye contact made me mad
eye contact made u fret(i suppose?)

ur cold shoulder never fails
only i will know
for i have recieve this gift

smiles u gave are never fake
and that one thing i will never hate
growing feeling that are fake
but friendship is wat i'll take
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seeing guys so good to u
but i know some are wolfs

maybe i was paranoid
but theres no need to flip a coin.
for i am really paranoid.(haha)
-daryl-
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i will end here la want to continue this 'poem' but tired ZzZ

but moral of the story is i am over u.

u know ah write a 'blog' canot be diect one very dangerous must use unconventional ways lol jk la
ok continue tmr. bye

i will blog more often ah ,must improve english and lit . haha thats y i do englishhhh poem haha. ok la ok la i go sleep already

2009-05-12T22:24:00.001+08:00

halo. chem paper was kinda screwed up but nah it is just mye but also sian , it is mye already next is prelims. haha

tmr math p2 here i come. roar.
exams are ending and time for me to be back in action at the basketball courts , soccer court, batmintion court, volleyball court and many more. muahahahaha. for leisure ah . i am looking forward to my vacations man. i am so gonna find a work. make myself useful lol.

planned to take up life guard course last year but i didnt zZz.
this year new target. maybe driving license in time to come. haha. so lookinh forward to it. for now i have to be back to reality it is still midst of mye. come on..

i feel the growth in my spirit, mind and ,soul this year, i learnt alot more abt myself i didnt know. i did things i didnt do before. i have conquered many things i failed in the past. so sosososos hoping that O will be well. nyp i will be there. just like wat terminator always says 'I'LL BE BACK' lolz. didnt go to kolam ayer for vb today,was mugging at home. hehe.

ok rest now , thats al for today . see ya tmr.

2009-05-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

God is good.All the time.
i am growing fatter and fatter. haha just when i was starting to motivate myself to start being dicipline. my mum told be on friday that i we have two wedding invitation on sunday. one lunch and the other dinner. i eyes nearly rolled up. lol.

nevermind. i will be fit.of course i will.
exams are giving me headaches haha but its a good time to know how good i am and a good practice ya?

chinese O is nearing. i am going thru this again. haha.

God is good, i have been freed i am no longer under that oppression of being so depress. well at least one major reason left, it was just over a night and i am feeling great like how i felt in sec3 that single-ness no worries abt how others and some certain people that think of me. i am feeling great. it is always great to be back home. haha.

i know i will excel. i am speaking my future and it is decided infact it is changing.FOR the better.

treat ur spirit well and it will treat ur body well. haha not proven yet. but daryl says so. i am looking forward to NS ans after NS life
my wedding but now the bride is unknown . i dont know who it be. GOd knows. but i am sure it is someone i will love dearly.

mt career is hmm i dont know but i feel good. i want to be a boss a great servant too. a youth for the nation, for the kingdom.

It may be a dream , it may be far fetched, but without dreams we wouldnt.

without God we cannot. without us God will not.

i love the book i am reading now. other than the Bible. hmm it is the HEAVENLY MAN.
i just know now as a youth i wanna excel in my studies. love my family and earn money to help my society. ONE good news i am in the KOLAM AYER CSC volleyball team wooo. excited man but it is on tuesdays and fridays. some fridays i have DG aww...

i still have chemistry tmr. but i am dreaming now
of my future
lol.

2009-05-05T15:17:00.002+08:00

Lyrics | Secondhand Serenade lyrics - Stranger lyrics

2009-05-05T15:17:00.001+08:00

Lyrics | Boys Like Girls lyrics - On Top Of The World lyrics

2009-05-05T15:13:00.001+08:00

Lyrics | Boys Like Girls lyrics - Holiday lyrics

2009-05-05T15:10:00.001+08:00

Lyrics | Boys Like Girls lyrics - Broken Man lyrics

2009-05-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

ur so down abt somethings. probably paranoid , well i still have Jesus but i dont feel good still. just then people ask sensative things , i dont blame them. but just dont feel good now. with my exam fever coming onto me and bad nights i am not at all feeling good. talk to me? haha nah.
i wish ur returning of sms are not so slow.

2008-12-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

Run - Hillsong

You were God from the outset,
powerful and creative
You had sought us here before
You called all the stars and the earth to existence

You are God, You are Holy
History’s Your story
You who was and is and forever will be, God we live for Your glory

So we will run altogether with hearts aflame
Like a fire that can’t be tamed
Our God all glory to Your name, Jesus

You are God You are freedom,
You’re alive now within us
You who sought us here before
You conquered the grave
You’re living on Your promise

So we will run altogether our hearts aflame
with a fire that can’t be tamed
Our God all glory to Your name
We will run Our surrender to bring You fame
Our desire that You be praised
Our God all glory to Your name, Jesus!

2008-12-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

01 Your Name High.wma -
Your innocence forsaken
Upon that cross
You gave yourself for us
Carried into your freedom
Our broken past replaced in
A second chance
The chains have come undone
Death defied in the Father's love

We are
Living to make Your name high
Jesus
Living to make Your name high
Jesus you
Gave what the world couldn't offer us
Say what they want
Say what they want
We are free

The atmosphere is changing
Oh can You hear the people rising up
In the hope of your freedom
Our former ways are breaking
We seek your face God let your kingdom come
In our praises be
Lifted high

With eyes on high we praise you
And with one voice we come together
Our one desire to praise you
And lift you up in our surrender

With eyes on high we praise you
And with one voice we come together
Our one desire to praise you

2008-12-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

What The World Will Never Take - Hillsongs
With all I'm holding inside
With all my hopes and desires
And all the dreams that I've dreamt

With all I'm hoping to be
And all that the world will bring
And all that fails to compare

You say You want all of me
I wouldnt have it any other way

I've got a Saviour and He's living in me
WHOA

I wana know
I wana know You today

And You're the best thing that has happened to me
And the world will never take
The world will never take You away

No-one could ever take You away

2008-11-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

World - Five for Fighting
Got a package full of Wishes
A Time machine, a Magic Wand
A Globe made out of Gold

No Instructions or Commandments
Laws of Gravity or
Indecisions to uphold

Printed on the box I see
A.C.M.E.'s Build-a-World-to-be
Take a chance - Grab a piece
Help me to believe it

What kind of world do you want?
Think Anything
Let's start at the start
Build a masterpiece
Be careful what you wish for
History starts now...

Should there be people or peoples
Money, Funny pedestals for Fools who never pay
Raise your Army
Don't be shy, the satellites can look the other way

Lose the Earthquakes
Fill the oceans without the salt
Let every Man own his own Hand

What kind of world do you want
Think Anything
Let's start at the start
Build a masterpiece
Be careful what you wish for
History starts now...

Sunlight's on the Bridge
Sunlight's on the Way
Tomorrow's Calling

There's more to this than Love

What Kind of world do you want
What Kind of world do you want

What Kind of world do you want
Think Anything
Let's start at the start
Build a masterpiece

History Starts Now

Be careful what you wish for

2008-11-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

Im Not Ashamed (Acoustic) - Hillsong
When You found me
My whole world changed
I'm redeemed by Your life
Let the earth see
You are freedom
You turned my darkness to light

You welcomed me in
With open arms
Into unending life

I'm not ashamed of the gospel Lord
Your power and Your love
That saved my soul
Now I'm alive in You
I live in the risen son

2008-11-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

Lyrics | Hillsong United lyrics - Tell The World That lyrics

2008-11-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

You Deserve - Hillsong London
What is this love given to us
That saved my life through selfless sacrifice
Although we fail the cross prevails
Forgiveness stands
You take me back again

You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
So I give You my praise
Yeah I give You my all
You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
To the truth that there’s no greater love

Now in the darkness God’s light shines
Christ forever glorified
So come on come on sing out to God
Now with all we’ve got
We live for You our God

Salvation’s strong in Christ alone
The Saviour King alone in victory
I step aside give You my life
For You to move do what You want to do

I can’t imagine a life without You without You
‘Cause it’s all for You
Yeah it’s all for You
God

2008-11-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

Centre Of My Life - Hillsong
Let my walk speak loud
And my words be true
Let my life be whole
With my eyes on you
Lord I'm stepping out
From the comfort zone
Letting go of me,
Holding onto You

Freedom comes
When I call You Lord
You are Lord my God

You are the centre of it all,
The universe declares in awe
Your majesty
I surrender all
I make you
The centre of my life
Lord, I respond with all I am
you placed in me the song
Of heavens melody
Your Majesty
I live to sing Your song

I have found Your peace
It replaces any fear
You have done it all
I can trust in you
So I'm stepping out
From the comfort zone
Letting go of me
Holding onto you

This is your song not mine
It is your song that bring healing to this land
This is your song not mine
It is your song that brings feedom
Freedom comes, when I call you Lord
Freedom comes, when I call you Lord
You are Lord, my God
You are the song
You are the majesty
I live to sing your song
Your majesty
I live to sing Your song

2008-11-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

History Maker - Hillsong London
Is it true today that when people pray
Cloudless skies will break
Kings and queens will shake
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

Is it true today that when people pray
We'll see dead men rise
And the blind set free
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again

Well it's true today that when people stand
With the fire of God, and the truth in hand
We'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing
We'll see broken hearts making history
Yes it's true and I believe it
We're living for you

2008-11-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

Lucky (Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat) (COVER) - Jillysilly
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

2008-11-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

Im Yours - Jason Mraz
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's gonna to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment, maybe sing with me
All - ah peaceful melody
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This is out fate, I'm yours

2008-11-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

My Future Decided - Hillsong United

You hold the future in your hands
You know my dreams and you have a plan
And as you light my way, I'll follow you

My eyes on all of the above
My soul secure in all you've done
My minds made up
And you are the only one for me

Jesus, savior, in my life you are everything
My future decided, I will praise your name
And I know that I am, I am yours
Yeah, I know that I am, I am yours

You hold the earth in your command
You are the rock on which I stand
And as I live each day, I'll follow you

My eyes on all of the above
My soul secure in all you've done
My minds made up
And you are the only one for me

Jesus, savior, in my life you are everything
My future decided, I will praise your name
And I know that I am, I am yours
Yeah, I know that I am, I am yours

Aren't afraid, aren't ashamed Lord we know who we are
We are your people and we won't be silent
Unified hear us cry at the top of our lungs
You our God and we will not be shaken

Aren't afraid, aren't ashamed Lord we know who we are
We are your people and we won't be silent
Unified hear us cry at the top of our lungs
You our God and we will not be shaken

Jesus, savior, in my life you are everything
My future decided, I will praise your name
And I know that I am, I am yours
Yeah, I know that I am, I am yours

2008-11-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

How Great Is Our God - Hillsong

The splendor of a King, clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice

He wraps himself in Light, and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end

The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb

Name above all names
Worthy of our praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

2008-11-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

King of Majesty Live - Hillsong & Delirious?

You know that,
I love you,
You know that,
I want to know you so much more,
More than I have before

These words are,
From my heart,
These words are,
Not made up,
I will live for you,
I am devoted to you,

Pre-Chorus:
King of Majesty
I have one desire
Just to be with you my Lord,
Just to be with you my Lord,

Chorus:
Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you,
Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you,

Bridge:
Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul(echo)
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you(echo)

2008-11-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

Kidnap My Heart (Rock Version) - The Click Five

Hey girl, whats your name
I think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know how to get me all to your own
Weekends work the best
I'll pick the place you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy but you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away
Cause falling in love ain't very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Can you get me up more
Fun that I can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be here to keep you company
Put your hand in mine got to hold on tight for the ride
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart....

2008-11-19T01:04:00.001+08:00

2008-11-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

Im Held By Your Love - Sean Goh - New Creation Church Live Worship

I Am Held By Your Love
by Karen Lim - Copyright © 2001 Integrity's Hosanna! Music
CCLI #3493238
VERSE 1:
I'm held by Your love,
Upheld by Your strength
On Your shoulders You bore me,
By Your faith I stand.

Cherished by You, Lord,
Treasured in Your sight
So close to Your heart,
Held firm in Your hands.

CHORUS:
So awesome is Your love,
So mighty is Your hand
On eagles' wings, You carry me
Your grace shall be my strength

So perfect is Your love,
You sacrificed Your Son
Amazing love, reached out to me
With joy to You I come.

VERSE 2:
Not by my wisdom,
Not by my strength
Gently You guide me,
Lead me by hand.

Total surrender,
Jesus I am Yours
Now and forever,

2008-11-19T00:46:00.003+08:00

Halls Of Heaven - Various Artists
open up the halls of heaven
as we bow and fall
at your feet we offer up our lives to you
here we are oh king of angels
trembling at your throne
walking through this life we live to worhip you
open up the halls

chorus
we're gonna shout and sing your priase
above every star we'll lift your name
we want to see your glory come
let it rain down on everyone
lord,until every heart's undone by who you are
open up the halls
open up the halld of heaven
open every door
let us join the angels as we worship you
standing here with all creation
as we sing your song
we can feel your power flooding over us
open up the hall

2008-11-19T00:45:00.000+08:00

Finally Home - Mercy Me
I’m gonna wrap my arms around my daddy’s neck
And tell him that I’ve missed him.
And tell him all about the man that I became
And hope that it pleased him

There’s so much I want to say
There’s so much I want you to know

Chorus
When I finally make it home
When I finally make it home

Then I’ll gaze upon the throne of the King
Frozen in my steps
And all the questions that I swore I would ask
Words just won’t come yet

So amazed at what I’ve seen
So much more than this old mind can hold

Chorus

Bridge
And the sweetest sound my ears have yet to hear
Voices of the angels

2008-11-17T11:05:00.000+08:00

Blessed Be Your Name - Various Artists - Razor And Tie
Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name

Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name

Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name

Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name

2008-11-17T11:01:00.000+08:00

God Holy Spirit, Touch Your people
Teach us the ways of God
And as we live, As Jesus did
You are honored and lifted up

There's a stirring in the Spirit
There's an urgency in this hour
We as children must obey
Can you hear
The footsteps of God

God is moving, God is moving

Can you hear the sound
Of revival

As we praise You, as we sing
Draw near to us O God

As we cry out for the nations
Pour out revival in the land

There's a stirring in the Spirit
There's an urgency in this hour
We as children must obey
Can you hear
The footsteps of God
is Moving - hillsong

2008-11-17T10:48:00.000+08:00

2008-11-17T10:06:00.001+08:00

Your Grace Is Enough - Kristian Stanfill
Great is Your faithfulness oh God
You wrestle with the sinner's heart
You lead us by still waters and to mercy
And nothing can keep us apart

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me

Great is Your love and justice God
You use the weak to lead the strong
You lead us in the song of Your salvation
And all Your people sing along

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me (x2)

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me

Your grace is enough
Heaven reaching down to us
Your grace is enough for me
God i see your grace is enough
I'm covered in your love
Your grace is enough for me
For me

run-hillsong united

2008-11-17T09:54:00.001+08:00

Run - Hillsong 2008
You were God from the outset
Powerful and creative
You who saw us here before you called
All the stars and the earth to existence

You are God you are Holy
History is you story
You, who was and is
And who forever will be
God we live for your Glory

So we will run
All together our hearts aflame
With a fire that can't be tamed
Our God all Glory to your name
Jesus

You are God you are freedom
You're alive now within us
You who saw us here before
You conquered the grave
And delivered on the promise

We will run
Our surrender to bring you fame
Our desire that you be praised
Our God all Glory to your name
Jesus

trying out.

2008-07-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

i am trying out my new skins lol. ok will post some songs man.

new!

2008-01-30T22:37:00.005+08:00

yeah new blogskin

la

2008-01-30T22:37:00.004+08:00

hmm today 4 feb. well kinda soso day. kinda normal. had meeting at 3.30. went home after that. had dinner and doing homework. one more day before cny celebration,yeah!. i can still remember last year. i think i went vietnam. it was a beautiful place. unfortunately i tried so hard to put many many photos into the computer in the past but couldnt.
my ankle is still swelling after 2 months? haiz i missed the whole east zone because of it. i wonder is it will be a permanent injury.? hopefully not. i still want to go OCS or SISPEC, i am still too young to have an bad ankle. ahhhhh.
before i end here. happy new year people

2008-01-30T22:37:00.003+08:00

theres something wrong with my blog date and timing. strange ...indeed. nv ignore the dates

2008-01-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

had reunion dinner hmm nothing much everynow and then. hmm wanted to go gym at nsrcc today, but didnt.
well thinking about my future, i am still kinda lost. i dont know to go either poly or jc. poly is wat i want. but jc leads me to ocs which is also wat i want. well i dont know wat to do. parents just want me to do my best so that i can go anywhwere.
but then a decision still eventually have to be made. well , lets see.

played bball yesterday. saw zhongwei =) he seemed to be healing fast.

dont know why hmm i have that strange feeling again.

oh ya peeps . hmm who wanna go out next sunday, to celebrate cny?

2008-01-30T22:37:00.001+08:00

yesterday was the prefects installation. this year was not that solid as last year. but this year we are in an aircon room. hmm woaasnt veryy happy, dont know why.
haha, strange guy.after that went sity link sakae with jiamin nigel juntian and grace. talked about everything. haha. then went MS to walk walk. nothing much. went arcade for awhile, then went home.

a day where it felt like the first time .i have the comfortable feeling, that RIght feeling. =)

2008-01-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

laugh all you want go, go ahead laughing and mocking. i am utterly dissappointed. it have never been so humiliating before ever, you guys just dont cherish your chances. it is our last year, we want a good game and ending. you childish guys take it for fun because you have a year more to go. nv put aside that. have you idiots spare a thought for your senior. you just just bloddy scold your senior back when we correct you. YOU WILL NEVER LEARNT , i hate to say it but i have to.
dont give me crapes like he is too scared, pls the dream is ending cant you guys give all out? we gave all out and you take it as toilet paper, we spent 4 goods year training hard. ask yourself search your heart HAVE YOU EVER DID YOUR BESST FOR THE TEAM.you say yes.hell no. you play and talk back the coaches.not just you alone. many applies.
our fight is over.

i tried ,tried so hard. it just came at the wrong time. i am useless. i couldnt contribute anything to the team. y is it so? y.
the pain couldnt be discribe, i cant even defeat that enemy that was harmless to us then. y you guys failed ,the team failed = i failed. i failed as a captain. wat have i done too?
wat will happen in future. wat is our fate?
NOW,i can only say the most painful part for the team. the mockings,the humiliation. i can do nothing now.

i have nothing much to say,just that guys pls. wake up.

2008-01-11T18:56:00.000+08:00

east zone is near. but the stress is neglectable. but firstly i thing i am holding back for months, thats is if u lead it is gonna fall. i dont know why . because the reasons are obvious, your sisters wateva the position is i fuck care.
wadeva is you favourate qord for me. wat have i done? oh ya i dont nothing thats rite. the words in the 'letterl are just a hyporatic way of trying to make the group stand together. but pls you gave ur self away . and oh ya ,you know wat who the hack will open the lecture hall for 'u' fine rather 'me' to count chairs. oh i forgot u got teh power over me. i am sosososo sorry rite.
oh ya heads that is as good as not having one. because u cant open u bloody head and views. oh we cannot use electronics your 'sisters' can u blames jx i kept quiet . u cry then u win already. is that y guys always have to give way . oh i forgot the two teachers are also ladies. too bad...for us guys lo.
ur stress oh ya we are not. and u done ur part wat correct and done the invitations and wateva it is without other comments oh so noble lo. but i can tell you it is becuase u dont take in suggestions.
u neeed to know number of chairs on monday rite ? oh so my fault la not admin la. yaya my fault i dragged it down blame me ignore me ya. i dont give a damm
i dont even know why i and slogging so hard.
if you ask me y i slacken
i tell you why!
i dont want to do things that i know wont achieve my targets or others , i only have 1/2 of wat i aimed in there and it is stagnant there. oh ask me why other post i hold also, IT IS BECUASE i am not able to win 100% so i bloody hell know i just getr plenty of craps there. or rather HERE . i am just waiting for a chance to scream it out.
ok the board will fall , if this continues . if you dont wake the bloody hell of you ideas up. i work hard and if the boards falls i am jusst a toy. and staert being fair to others . oh i forgot again that u will cry.
blah blah blah. all ur know and they know is good in adcademic means good in leadership who is that genius that invented that theory. wow oh i have to place to comment ya. so ? i still dont care, i am just waiting for a chance to say it.
you got that???? hope u do read theis post.

2007-12-27T19:17:00.001+08:00

hello. a belated merry christmas to one and all.
the last week of holidays sure is packed. meetings. homework and trainings
time flies another year have passed
three years passed and now less than a week to the fouth year, final lap of my race. my O papers are just in front of me.

alright, my christmas this year is fabulous, this year is the most meaningful =)even when many things didnt went went well for me. oh ya yesterday met up with buddies! for breakfast at MAC,kj didnt jont us. went for prefects meeting at 10, we have our new prefect mistrss after mrs lim left haiz. all th best to mrs lim at anglican high. our new prefect mistress is MRS low the chem teacher if i am not wrong, we also have our new prefects heads and vice heads..
hmm well congrates to them. it was totally unexpected, i am serious well no comments just all the best. hmm frankly the first impression they gave me wasnt good.ok that was from my heart. oh ya mr kang talked to me about the fitness room and congrates again to daniel after the conformation of taking over the fitness room as head
hmm...i . felt that i have drift away from the board or maybe boards i dont know why maybe the different working style of my own.. hmm

i think i am going to stop here for now. too many things are flowing through my head now it cant fit into my post. hmm sooo cya
hmm

2007-11-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.
You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times.
You are extravagant, over the top, and indulgent. You set trends and influence people.
You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.
You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.
You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourhandwritingsayaboutyouquiz/">What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

2007-11-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

had volleyball today. it is very quite. lesser people came today. daniel dont look happy. daniel dont think too much =) .
hmm C boys have alot of dicipline to catch up with, the relieve coach that came today was a understanding one. he made the B boys felt like we were with our previous coach again, the old days where he is a coach during training and a friend outside.
i understand my studies is more important =) well next year is meant to be a study year for me so i should not expect much. =)
played bball later with keith and then went home. evening accompanied my mum to KK. for her check up, i read the news paper, the dragon boat tragady haiz . they are very young, yes singapore is proud of u guys. rest in peace

2007-11-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

i want to scream and shout out a mountain. i dont know wat i want now

2007-11-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

well hopefully i can get this heavy feeling away. my hearts ache the momment i see the pec and prefects.
i need time and some reflection alone.

wo xiang fei, fei siang na lan tian

2007-11-29T21:11:00.000+08:00

to day was rather good at first. well went out with one of my slc friends.
afternoon was rather slow. the night. tonight. i felt the failure and pain that i have seldom felt.
it was very hard. very hard , i felt like i am broken apart. a empty shell, all i slogged for these years. to be straight forward.
i aimed for councillor and pec and i got it. it was like one of the best feeling a person can ever gget and a feeling as a leader. as days went by. i neglected my studies.
i failed to get the head prefects interview. i failed to earn the respect . i failed to be a good leader.
then , i thought there was a slightest chance for me to be a pec head . i lost it. i was defeated.
and my fitness room.
many leaders surpassed me.
i am stagnant now. i failed to study hard . it is because of my academic and i lost my promotion as a head.please tell me i am not a good leader and student.
i failed to bond well ,ifailed to be a good example in terms of fitness and studies.
all i slogged for these years went back to my square position.

it is not i want to offend or point at any one. but it is just that i fell the blow. the momment ii know i was not in any of the heads that i target for.
why do i feel so bad. why did i fail.
why was i given hope in the first place, now it all became empty. and pointless.

but then congrates to zhongwei and sherlene for becaoming our pec heads 08. and so far i only know that daniel is now the fitness room head.

all the best. u guys earn it, u will now take the lead. and bring the pec to a higher level .
and to our upcoming head prefect,vice head and senior councillors . who ever of u girls will become. i am sure u will bring out the name of the pb.

my hopes may be gone. but i am sure i can help others fight and fulfill their dreams

all the best to the student leaders of GMS(S) . start well end well, excellence in any service we cater. and dicipline wise needless to say , it have to be in tip top form .

2007-11-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

hey peeps. very very long time since i blogged. well i am back from zhuhai. it was very good and memorable. our experience there was everlasting. hehe gonna miss my friends there. watched enchated yesterday.it was not bad except in betweenwhile prince was looking for princess i fell ASLEEP haha for about 5 to 10 minutes. lol. the endings was nice. so sweet.
haha. went volleyball today sec 1s was terrible. it is time we seniors have to hehe 'torture' and make them behave.
hmm it is quite unbelieveable how much singaporean can buy and bargain. haha i witnessed how in zhuhai. most of tthe people bought tons of things home. mine is still the same i didnt buy much. well it is the experience and memories i brought back the most compared to the things i bought. =) eversince we left the zhuhai third middle school most of the people went emo. so today's zhuhai meeting was not so lively. well im gonna see my buddy next year yeah!!!.
i grew alot fatter. haha thanks to the room services and 8 dishes every meal. hah. the food are unbelievably rich. most are saltish. it is time i want to be fit before school reopens muahahahahahah. i will end today here. hehe cya soon

2007-09-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

hello . hi. hmm its now holidays!!!!!!!!! haha but need to study and do homeworkd for exams are near. hmm tomorrow is e PEC BBQ. yeah. hmm now packing my bag. hmm wednesday we have friendlies against 4 schools . so excited. i mean for vb. haha hmm i will update my blog another time.cya

2007-08-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

hey. i am back.alright second post of the day. i look at my previous post. two hours ago. i was blaming people for the problems.
i went to me tv and watch this movie. before i start. i apologise, after i watched the movie. it was all my impulsivity.
it is true that alot of the problems may not be mine. but it is definitely my choice to choose to do it or not.
LIfe is short

well if u are wonderring wat movie i watched . hmm it was saw2.
i thought it was at first a very horror and not meaningful show
i was still bothered by all the things while watching the show.
i dont know why, the show just sucked me into it
the impulsivity of that cop . well u will under stand if u watch this movie before
i will cut short.

in short i was awoken by the movie. i felt the sense of irresponsiblility and guilty in me. so this post will show how dumb the previous post was. i was because of my impulsivity. but i dont plan to take it off. it is something like was done cannot be undone.
lets move on.

who wants to know how the movie is like look for me! haha

2007-08-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

BUzzz off!!!! enough!!!! it is my fault from the start. i cant make a dicision it is my fault, my fault!!!!. what am i, a failure! handling the things that is not mine. and someone have to handle mine!!! stop this insane. IF i am in this work let me do some work. stop making me feel like a retard!!! i do the junk for u because u deny that the work is urs here i am blamed by u saying that i am not flexible and push the work to me. Fine!. i swallow that. then there i am leaving my things unattended. well who to blame, myself!!
nag is wat i get everyday, i am blowing off man fuck!. comment about me, give me attitude, treat me as a puppet or wat. u smile then i must smile back. u angry then i have to give in. wat is this. a toy for u to ply with? . all the same.!!! i am sick of it. show me attitude and saying like u are the most matured, answering in a fuck up manner. and smile later on again.
talk nicely infront of me , giving all kinds of bloody excuse to cover ur ass and push in to the shit.
fine !! say all u want !! i swallow it!!!!! but i am sick of it! . failure is wat iam and wat i got.
Suan me with all my achivements to make me feel uneasy go ahead, but look at ur own fucking commitment to wards it. DOgs!
call me wat u want . laugh all u want !!
i have my own way of getting things done.
ihave my way of getting myself out.
give me ur trust stop the nagging i have enough.regardless of who u are. i can do it.
when i play let me play. when i work let me work. ur job get it done urself dont push to me and say i am stingy weak or wat. i may not speak up in ur face! but i want u to know who do u think u are, using ur bloody mouth to get off the trouble saying ur busy settle myself. but look at it whose job is it. urs. u can deny! but i am not that fucking selfish to let u die.

today i may have some conflict when i am playing . ok i am sorry.
i let my self lose grip.

you and me

2007-07-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

it have been a month . SLC haha. memories came back to be when i listened to some songs that are played during the grand finale. haha . hmm slc... it gave me a new lot of friends and widen my knowlegde as a leader. wow. it is really one of the best camps ever.
i will be reminded of slc when i listen to this particular song. you and me by lifehouse. i have been looking for that song for half a month. now i found the song, it is like looking back at slc again. . WE were strangers on the first meeting, 45minutes later. best friends ever. haha.
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life now in school is very energy consuming, dont know why , homework are never ending. but i fear not. hehe. i know i am empowered. haha. i will stay strong. com on. be strong. haha.
oh ya . oh yes!!!!! we got into semi for the ITE ang mo kio tournament. wheee.
many things happened, but friendship is something that cannot be broken as long as the trust, the faith and inderstanding is there.
haha OBS is just A WEEK away. here i come

2007-07-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

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ok sry hhaaha i didnt update for ages. volleyball is tough. i am KO. not OK. i recovered from my sprained shoulder and ankle. now comes my wrist.... it is painful. haiz. i just seems to keep getting injured. err. class is kinda good? haha yes it is kinda good. not bad the lessons are geeting better axcept for afew subjects. (you know wat sub) . our class loves gatsby song. haha it is kinda nice too. haha. err i gotta buck up on my studies big time. and lose some fats. really. friday is ok... the class is very quiet. it is really tooooooooo quiet.we could even hear primary schools eye excersise music clearly. later CAi lao shi told me that i could go for ZhuHai . hmm i dont know to be happy or sad, yeah and i agreed yeah. hmm yeah so i had match with Tomatoes, haha AMK. ang mo kio sec. hmm we didnt ply well or rather i didnt ply well. then later training tilled 7? it was hell pure hell. it was the most tiring training i ever had. but well it shows that we are learning. i was knocked out after trraining. went home and dozed off while plying computer. i was laughing at myself actually it was stupied for me to sleep when the game is suppose to be very active, err like example you doze off while plying CS.-.-lll well i am not plying CS . hmm the post is getting kinda longgggg. oh ya my blogskin is getting boring. i am currently looking for a new one. hmm err oh yes.... saw mr teo today. his wrist was bandaged. mrs low told use that he went for an operation. hmm take care. and
i think i am going off bb.

2007-06-24T20:12:00.000+08:00

wat i've done. i caused this to happened. i am the one again. wat the hell is going on. why!.