hey. i am back.alright second post of the day. i look at my previous post. two hours ago. i was blaming people for the problems. i went to me tv and watch this movie. before i start. i apologise, after i watched the movie. it was all my impulsivity. it is true that alot of the problems may not be mine. but it is definitely my choice to choose to do it or not. LIfe is short
well if u are wonderring wat movie i watched . hmm it was saw2. i thought it was at first a very horror and not meaningful show i was still bothered by all the things while watching the show. i dont know why, the show just sucked me into it the impulsivity of that cop . well u will under stand if u watch this movie before i will cut short.
in short i was awoken by the movie. i felt the sense of irresponsiblility and guilty in me. so this post will show how dumb the previous post was. i was because of my impulsivity. but i dont plan to take it off. it is something like was done cannot be undone. lets move on.
who wants to know how the movie is like look for me! haha
BUzzz off!!!! enough!!!! it is my fault from the start. i cant make a dicision it is my fault, my fault!!!!. what am i, a failure! handling the things that is not mine. and someone have to handle mine!!! stop this insane. IF i am in this work let me do some work. stop making me feel like a retard!!! i do the junk for u because u deny that the work is urs here i am blamed by u saying that i am not flexible and push the work to me. Fine!. i swallow that. then there i am leaving my things unattended. well who to blame, myself!! nag is wat i get everyday, i am blowing off man fuck!. comment about me, give me attitude, treat me as a puppet or wat. u smile then i must smile back. u angry then i have to give in. wat is this. a toy for u to ply with? . all the same.!!! i am sick of it. show me attitude and saying like u are the most matured, answering in a fuck up manner. and smile later on again. talk nicely infront of me , giving all kinds of bloody excuse to cover ur ass and push in to the shit. fine !! say all u want !! i swallow it!!!!! but i am sick of it! . failure is wat iam and wat i got. Suan me with all my achivements to make me feel uneasy go ahead, but look at ur own fucking commitment to wards it. DOgs! call me wat u want . laugh all u want !! i have my own way of getting things done. ihave my way of getting myself out. give me ur trust stop the nagging i have enough.regardless of who u are. i can do it. when i play let me play. when i work let me work. ur job get it done urself dont push to me and say i am stingy weak or wat. i may not speak up in ur face! but i want u to know who do u think u are, using ur bloody mouth to get off the trouble saying ur busy settle myself. but look at it whose job is it. urs. u can deny! but i am not that fucking selfish to let u die.
today i may have some conflict when i am playing . ok i am sorry. i let my self lose grip.
hey. i am back.alright second post of the day. i look at my previous post. two hours ago. i was blaming people for the problems. i went to me tv and watch this movie. before i start. i apologise, after i watched the movie. it was all my impulsivity. it is true that alot of the problems may not be mine. but it is definitely my choice to choose to do it or not. LIfe is short
well if u are wonderring wat movie i watched . hmm it was saw2. i thought it was at first a very horror and not meaningful show i was still bothered by all the things while watching the show. i dont know why, the show just sucked me into it the impulsivity of that cop . well u will under stand if u watch this movie before i will cut short.
in short i was awoken by the movie. i felt the sense of irresponsiblility and guilty in me. so this post will show how dumb the previous post was. i was because of my impulsivity. but i dont plan to take it off. it is something like was done cannot be undone. lets move on.
who wants to know how the movie is like look for me! haha
BUzzz off!!!! enough!!!! it is my fault from the start. i cant make a dicision it is my fault, my fault!!!!. what am i, a failure! handling the things that is not mine. and someone have to handle mine!!! stop this insane. IF i am in this work let me do some work. stop making me feel like a retard!!! i do the junk for u because u deny that the work is urs here i am blamed by u saying that i am not flexible and push the work to me. Fine!. i swallow that. then there i am leaving my things unattended. well who to blame, myself!! nag is wat i get everyday, i am blowing off man fuck!. comment about me, give me attitude, treat me as a puppet or wat. u smile then i must smile back. u angry then i have to give in. wat is this. a toy for u to ply with? . all the same.!!! i am sick of it. show me attitude and saying like u are the most matured, answering in a fuck up manner. and smile later on again. talk nicely infront of me , giving all kinds of bloody excuse to cover ur ass and push in to the shit. fine !! say all u want !! i swallow it!!!!! but i am sick of it! . failure is wat iam and wat i got. Suan me with all my achivements to make me feel uneasy go ahead, but look at ur own fucking commitment to wards it. DOgs! call me wat u want . laugh all u want !! i have my own way of getting things done. ihave my way of getting myself out. give me ur trust stop the nagging i have enough.regardless of who u are. i can do it. when i play let me play. when i work let me work. ur job get it done urself dont push to me and say i am stingy weak or wat. i may not speak up in ur face! but i want u to know who do u think u are, using ur bloody mouth to get off the trouble saying ur busy settle myself. but look at it whose job is it. urs. u can deny! but i am not that fucking selfish to let u die.
today i may have some conflict when i am playing . ok i am sorry. i let my self lose grip.
