daddy GOd i am slack , but in ur name i will not be slack. i have faith and will aim for As. i wont be shaken or be afraid. it is short post but to me this is long enough to motivate me and sum up and include what i want from daddy GOd. God u have been with me and u will be with me also tmr in the interview room. amen
god ur so great. so beautiful. ur my only and the real light in this life.
awesome night with daddy GOd and JEsus.
today i will make it quick. it is fun and fruitful. i wont say much today but God planted something in me for sure. i know what i want and where i am heading towards. But God i dont want to run before u.
thats all for today. tel u more when i sort it out
when i am down and lack of petrol. i am reminded of this song. this like i have mentioned before is the song that got me to not let go. not let go of my life and this path i took. GOd led me through the major setback in my life, this short period is chicken feet for him. If it is chicken feet for him , so will it be for me. hehe.
today is gonna be short and simple from me and even more direct. i dont like what happened recently. positively it had allowed me to think. but also uncovered some truth and frustrating truth and indivivual personality. i have one mroe thing to say, i am the righteousness of God and i know i am glorifying ur name and urs only.
one video that will help to end my day post and start a new beginning tmr.
today was ok. but tired lol. almost fell asleep. tmr is chinese listening . GOd i know u will give me a powerfull and sharp mind and ears right? amen
then went vb after school for awhile then went home dinner then went KOlam ayer for vb lol then was talking online to gigi and tada here i am .
oh tsk man . still need to organise the timetable so sian.
roar sleep early . haha. i have to ..hurhur.
kk see ya tmr
oh ya the quiz is extended for another week jyjy ah.
Zone is near roar. and i am excited
ahhh so tired. God i know u will gimme the strenght . tests every week and so much homework. so gonna dried up soon. then today still so tired. tsk and stupid things happen.
then pe so bored.tsk. i miss those days where i just do prefects duty and so free and easy. now it is like so bored and meaningless.
oh ya great.. i almost sprain my left ankle and my right ankle still hurts. ZzZzZ. can i just log off this life for awhile? then go back to the obs style of life. just u and the forest and friends and no homework and naggings.
i miss volleyball..
math homework due tmr. roarrrrr. geo test tme..... roarrrr.
yo. sunday is always awesome because of service. so woke up in the morning then quickly sms joseph if he is at first srv then can help me take ticket for 3rd haha. smart right.
then hmm slowly went to city hall to meet GIgGi hehe. tyty.i like the 'key chain' alot. eh DIY leh. dont play play.
then went over to suntec to meet the usuals the i got dragged to city link. iwant to go service ma then alvin and joseph insisited i go to alvin house to study. haha. service was awesome ok???!!!
then it suck when alvin told me i forgot to pass him the charger. so went down to tanah merah and home i go. haha
thats all for today short and sweet
yo third day in to the quiz haha. good thing today. PRaise God alvin tin was mia for three days and all of us couldnt contact him . then it scare the wit out of us. then today when we reach newton with the thoughts that he bombed us. he call us finally lol. God is good. we had a good time. then helped joseph and alvin with gym. thank u Jesus . i found my aim becuse of u
bad- first ly we lost. nvm. hahaha but i played badly sue to my leg injury. then i sprain my neck. tsk whole team injured lol. then i got burnt by the sun.
overall today was awesome
whats good. today is... hmm i work hard today haha by GOd's grace la. then ehh.... but today super tired. then went our with DG brothers muahaah. pool awhile not bad ah. i still keep in touch with it. haha.then eat and home.
bad things is dang i am tired and homework wuite alot and i have to sleep now. tmr need to wake up damn early. tsk tsk.
hmm haha yeah. God pls help me and my ankle and tmr will be a great day AMEN!!!
hmm ok.. ysterday decided to do a quest and quiz. haha a one week must post mission lol. gigi said do it for one week straight. so.. ON man. k simple two questions only.
what made my day and what was something bad or something that spoil my day.
firstly. hmm wats good.... oh ok.. geo i was one of 4 passes only muahahaha. then others stay back and retest heehehe. then. i play vb again. the one where i just hit it against the wall and play squah with it alone. lol. i can hit it more accurately and louder. haha. cant resist not hitting one. so felt good and love the 'spiak!!!!!!' sound haha.
wats bad? hmm. ok. i somehow sprain my right ankle alittle. maybe old ailment la. tsk the injury is occuring again relaspe tsk tsk. then saturday tournament for bball liao. wa.... nvm in Jesus name i am healed XD then hmm tmr got lit workshop then maybe cant go out with remix guys. nvm la see how. and i gained weight. roar. thks ah. classmate drag me to mac. so student meal like quite good. so i gave way lol.
kk thats all ba. oh ya we got remix FB group muahahaha .
last year is a past, let it pass. i cant hide in. i was strong till now. i have to pick myself up again. even though i fell on this spot i know God will give me his hand.
i have to make it an U-turn. i want to shout aloud. be alone
but i have to admit. i am feeling bad now. haha nvm i still have God
i am thinking deep again. life seemed meaningless and too slow again even though i have aims in life. why? that emo emo feeling is coming back lol. tsk tsk. haha
i just love the night.
best if i am at a mountain top or beach or some where high, like my window. so windy. then thoughts just flow through my mind, any thing i can think of. my future, my present. haha.
but i really wish i am now on a grass patch that is beside the beach. with the night beach life on. then i will just lie down on the grass then look up into the sky. and look to the ships, hear the waves. let the wind take my thoughts away. haha. pretty cool huh.
Guys, best arent best with out a bottle of heineken. haha
one for sure i know changed. such thoughts i use to dream of it with someone beside me. but now i seemed to be thinking of only myself in the picture. hmm. dont know why. but somethings cant manifest now. or maybe i try not to. but i want to and i am unsure. haha i have no idea what am i blabbling about haha
Something you should know about Yesterday Lyrics
Title: The Beatles - Yesterday lyrics
Artist: The Beatles Lyrics
Visitors: 216856 visitors have hited Yesterday Lyrics since May 27, 2008.
Send "Yesterday" Ringtone to Mobile
Yesterday, All my troubles seemed so far away, Now it looks as though they're here to stay, Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be, There's a shadow hanging over me, Oh, yesterday came suddenly.
Why she Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say. I said, Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday, Love was such an easy game to play, Now I need a place to hide away, Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Why she Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say. I said, Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday, Love was such an easy game to play, Now I need a place to hide away, Oh, I believe in yesterday.
God is lord. but he is also my abba father.
he loves me and he loves u. no one cares but he will do. i love him and i love u
hatred stirs quarrel love overlooks oursleves for love is from GOd anyone who loves, knows God. our love is in CHrist. GOd is with us and his love for us, grows ever stronger
i feel empty. dont ask me why. i just feel empty now. God pls fil me. eventhough i can feel nothing thing now.
my heart is very troubled. i cant concentrate, i cant think.
daddy God i dont want things to go bad for me again. i want to be under your wings, i dont know whether to trust my heart or not. But i know all i gotta do is to trust u. u are my super strong God. i know with u around i will be fine . i do not want to trust on my own strength again
i am feeling up and down again. calm my down, i know i can see u and u can always see me. let my eye me cast onto u and u only.
i dont think we are playing together anythime soon again as a team again. we are all leading our individual life now. haha. lets meet up soon. hmm we are probably gonna be playing each others school soon lol
i go sleep liao la. msn also not much people to chat to =( chat buddies all not online. boooo. ok i shall treat myself well. early night!!! haha
super strong God. u love me.
i am feeling down again. lol. hmm i am not dry but just like bothered by small small things that slowly got me thinking. it isnt that small after all. looking at some old stuff and it got me hmm how to do i describe, alittle nostalgic, hmm sad probably. i am a human after all. i ask myself why am i here. what am i doing what am i gonna do. i can simply push all these things and thoughts aside. but at times like now. i cant.
last night i was just meditating and preparing myself to receive daddy God's love . then i was thinking abt somethings. i learnt something . a bad day and bad thoughts starts with one comdemnation. a person can go on a 'feel good' streak for days but once something just hook u and get concious of ur error or certain details u feel bad.then the condemnation sets in and takes ur conciousness of daddy's love from us. i prayed and was taken out of it. i was out of the woods.
now things that i am thinking and concern are not abt some things i regret. i dont think i regretted anything. because nothing is a mistake to God. i mean he allows me learn in the process.
one of my question now is probably why am i doing here again. am i suppose to be here?. can i get out? i am not even sure if this is my queation in my head. well
but some things that i am not afraid to share here is. Daddy opened my eyes. wide open. things like bgr. i learnt,felt, understand and experience from it was... i can quote u this in short 'there is a season for everything and God wants the best for me for u(everyone)' in this case me. yes me. i was so affected twice. not that it is great but daddy let me see it in a way that hey. they are not the one for u. not that they are bad. u are great. so am i. but it is simply not my season. not mine, it is like u dont expect a farmer to start planting corn in winter. it is so gonna die even before it can grow. i will never grow. that is wats gonna happen when we do things at wrong season. pastor ben and pastor prince said that right thing at wrong time is stil wrong.
it just sets me thinking. thinking!!.
u know... friends around me and some leaders said that hey i am secured. i do not wish to speak bad to myself, many a times i really question myself abt it . am i really secure? why am i seeking such attention? am i happen to ask if it is right or wrong.
then the season calling came in. then i know hey it is not my season and i got to tell myself this- it is fruitless if we are working for ourselves. Are the things that we are doing going to bring glory to jesus? edify his name? or personal gain?. is this person gonna be with me forever? or am i seeking the wrong love at the wrong time. come on.
God is so good he let me see such things. but daddy i can tell u these small things to others and insignificant in their eyes are so hard and heavy for me.
firstly i have no bgr, yes i have no bgr. i did woo girls before . which guy is not trying to? but . i will tell u i failed twice lol. and i only woo twice so failure 100 percent. haha some time ago in fact years ago. i told myself that hey ur a loser lo. that u can even get a girl. i did let this thought go into my brain for awhile. then it took me fast to know that i am special like wat many smaller kids would call them selves haha as in at a younger age.
hmm then now just recently my close friends in fact all broke up. them it is like hey. daryl ur secure u did not let urself get into a bgr, it is something to be so happy and ablt to boast about. it is that. when i look at these things again. it is so insignificant yet it is so significant to me. many a time i gave advices and encourage my friends. most of the time. God encourage me , he is always my support.
but my heart is like shaking again. brought to this emptiness. for awhile . on and off. i will float into some thoughts then i will burst the bubble and HEY! why am i yearning and looking into things that are at the wrong season. my driving thought- my motvated drive is like empty again. i am low and dry again. hot and cold. why? my i feel alittle messed up. i cant stand not being able to complete work. yes i am striving hard. but the drive is gone in a way that certain satisfaction is not there. my friends are not there? i lack in certain things? i dont know.
but wat i want to keep myself at tip-top condition to receive wat God has prepared for me.
i know i fear. i fear the process the hard process like wat i am going through now. i am not that negative as to say that i am having a very HARD time but just that it is not desirable. u get wat i mean.. failure is something i cannot avoid in life. no one will have a perfect life. if we are so perfect we dont need God. and we are not God.
i am back in this pocket that are dug here and there this year . this pocket is like a time zone. u simply float away and start thinking again. over and over again.
but the challenge is here. why not i let God let me see wat he sees. why am i leting God see wat i see. and how do i achieve this? i dont know. pray bah? rest? meditate? i dont know. if i know that much i wouldnt be like sharing here. haha
hmm daddy GOd u brought me here. and i want u to promise me that u will deliver me out out out of here. let this be quick. and fast and i will be able to taste and feel that super super satisfacted feeling.
my work are fruitless . God let ur work bear fruit through me. let ur work work be done through me. and my dreams to be fulfilled by u, in u only. this i pray that u will keep me safe from evil thoughts and the slightest condemning thought to go into my brain. i want ur love only urs only nothing else.
God i need ur courage and wisdom now. do only things that wil edify ur name . glorify u, u only i place my heart with u.
busy plus late night is a cycle of life. haha its been like that since last year haha. those honeymoon years in school are historied lol
last sunday went movie with peeps like josh jordon donatus, his sisters , cheryl, sherrie and taizi . transformer was pretty cool. and sadly i dont find megan fox cool anymore. haha.
God is with me and i can feel his presence. today hmm quite tired when i reached home. alittle dry spiritually. but nvm ,i know GOd loves me and will continue to let me feel his presence and keep me moving on.
i have put my priorities for this season. my studies, then my church and kingdom friends and volleybal! haha
others are abt the same stage but studies is first la. i know God agrees with me yes this year is gona be awesome. i dont know why but i am thinking and kinda miss ej camp. it was so full of God's love. i pray that this year will be oversea . so like out of this world , then under the sky just lie down and stare at the sky filled with those sparkling stars. having a quiet and heart to heart talk with daddy God.
then praises and worship under the moon and stars!. and shake the place!. tear the place down!. just jump jump jump !!!!!
the best thing to do in times of destress and troubles is to be concious of His love for me. He will travel over the mountain and the sea for me. me only. ! XD
daddy god now just i just want to feel ur love for me. let me change the world , i want to be a history maker. making history!!!
yo. i am here not to blog abt yesterday. tmr ba.
i want to thank u, yes it is u. u light up my day. accompanying me in msn this few days haha. hmm i enjoyed and it certainly let me destress and seek a refuge temporary from the tension. thank u. and ur the first one to like the poem =) goodnight GOd bless.
meanwhile i am back to my work again
God ur presence in my life now is so strong. beyond words could explain. i want to be in TS VB. God u know wat i want and wat i need. wat i will become. i will glorify U. and u will always keep me under ur wings. and fill me with ur love. i need ur strength and might to get this 4 mths a solid and super time period.
ur presence in my troubled times like now is ever so strong and in fact stronger in my troubled times. i felt it and it was fresh air for me. new engine. u spoke in me and into me. i will follow u, the path u have setted for me
daddy GOd i am slack , but in ur name i will not be slack. i have faith and will aim for As. i wont be shaken or be afraid. it is short post but to me this is long enough to motivate me and sum up and include what i want from daddy GOd. God u have been with me and u will be with me also tmr in the interview room. amen
god ur so great. so beautiful. ur my only and the real light in this life.
awesome night with daddy GOd and JEsus.
today i will make it quick. it is fun and fruitful. i wont say much today but God planted something in me for sure. i know what i want and where i am heading towards. But God i dont want to run before u.
thats all for today. tel u more when i sort it out
when i am down and lack of petrol. i am reminded of this song. this like i have mentioned before is the song that got me to not let go. not let go of my life and this path i took. GOd led me through the major setback in my life, this short period is chicken feet for him. If it is chicken feet for him , so will it be for me. hehe.
today is gonna be short and simple from me and even more direct. i dont like what happened recently. positively it had allowed me to think. but also uncovered some truth and frustrating truth and indivivual personality. i have one mroe thing to say, i am the righteousness of God and i know i am glorifying ur name and urs only.
one video that will help to end my day post and start a new beginning tmr.
today was ok. but tired lol. almost fell asleep. tmr is chinese listening . GOd i know u will give me a powerfull and sharp mind and ears right? amen
then went vb after school for awhile then went home dinner then went KOlam ayer for vb lol then was talking online to gigi and tada here i am .
oh tsk man . still need to organise the timetable so sian.
roar sleep early . haha. i have to ..hurhur.
kk see ya tmr
oh ya the quiz is extended for another week jyjy ah.
Zone is near roar. and i am excited
ahhh so tired. God i know u will gimme the strenght . tests every week and so much homework. so gonna dried up soon. then today still so tired. tsk and stupid things happen.
then pe so bored.tsk. i miss those days where i just do prefects duty and so free and easy. now it is like so bored and meaningless.
oh ya great.. i almost sprain my left ankle and my right ankle still hurts. ZzZzZ. can i just log off this life for awhile? then go back to the obs style of life. just u and the forest and friends and no homework and naggings.
i miss volleyball..
math homework due tmr. roarrrrr. geo test tme..... roarrrr.
yo. sunday is always awesome because of service. so woke up in the morning then quickly sms joseph if he is at first srv then can help me take ticket for 3rd haha. smart right.
then hmm slowly went to city hall to meet GIgGi hehe. tyty.i like the 'key chain' alot. eh DIY leh. dont play play.
then went over to suntec to meet the usuals the i got dragged to city link. iwant to go service ma then alvin and joseph insisited i go to alvin house to study. haha. service was awesome ok???!!!
then it suck when alvin told me i forgot to pass him the charger. so went down to tanah merah and home i go. haha
thats all for today short and sweet
yo third day in to the quiz haha. good thing today. PRaise God alvin tin was mia for three days and all of us couldnt contact him . then it scare the wit out of us. then today when we reach newton with the thoughts that he bombed us. he call us finally lol. God is good. we had a good time. then helped joseph and alvin with gym. thank u Jesus . i found my aim becuse of u
bad- first ly we lost. nvm. hahaha but i played badly sue to my leg injury. then i sprain my neck. tsk whole team injured lol. then i got burnt by the sun.
overall today was awesome
whats good. today is... hmm i work hard today haha by GOd's grace la. then ehh.... but today super tired. then went our with DG brothers muahaah. pool awhile not bad ah. i still keep in touch with it. haha.then eat and home.
bad things is dang i am tired and homework wuite alot and i have to sleep now. tmr need to wake up damn early. tsk tsk.
hmm haha yeah. God pls help me and my ankle and tmr will be a great day AMEN!!!
hmm ok.. ysterday decided to do a quest and quiz. haha a one week must post mission lol. gigi said do it for one week straight. so.. ON man. k simple two questions only.
what made my day and what was something bad or something that spoil my day.
firstly. hmm wats good.... oh ok.. geo i was one of 4 passes only muahahaha. then others stay back and retest heehehe. then. i play vb again. the one where i just hit it against the wall and play squah with it alone. lol. i can hit it more accurately and louder. haha. cant resist not hitting one. so felt good and love the 'spiak!!!!!!' sound haha.
wats bad? hmm. ok. i somehow sprain my right ankle alittle. maybe old ailment la. tsk the injury is occuring again relaspe tsk tsk. then saturday tournament for bball liao. wa.... nvm in Jesus name i am healed XD then hmm tmr got lit workshop then maybe cant go out with remix guys. nvm la see how. and i gained weight. roar. thks ah. classmate drag me to mac. so student meal like quite good. so i gave way lol.
kk thats all ba. oh ya we got remix FB group muahahaha .
last year is a past, let it pass. i cant hide in. i was strong till now. i have to pick myself up again. even though i fell on this spot i know God will give me his hand.
i have to make it an U-turn. i want to shout aloud. be alone
but i have to admit. i am feeling bad now. haha nvm i still have God
i am thinking deep again. life seemed meaningless and too slow again even though i have aims in life. why? that emo emo feeling is coming back lol. tsk tsk. haha
i just love the night.
best if i am at a mountain top or beach or some where high, like my window. so windy. then thoughts just flow through my mind, any thing i can think of. my future, my present. haha.
but i really wish i am now on a grass patch that is beside the beach. with the night beach life on. then i will just lie down on the grass then look up into the sky. and look to the ships, hear the waves. let the wind take my thoughts away. haha. pretty cool huh.
Guys, best arent best with out a bottle of heineken. haha
one for sure i know changed. such thoughts i use to dream of it with someone beside me. but now i seemed to be thinking of only myself in the picture. hmm. dont know why. but somethings cant manifest now. or maybe i try not to. but i want to and i am unsure. haha i have no idea what am i blabbling about haha
Something you should know about Yesterday Lyrics
Title: The Beatles - Yesterday lyrics
Artist: The Beatles Lyrics
Visitors: 216856 visitors have hited Yesterday Lyrics since May 27, 2008.
Send "Yesterday" Ringtone to Mobile
Yesterday, All my troubles seemed so far away, Now it looks as though they're here to stay, Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be, There's a shadow hanging over me, Oh, yesterday came suddenly.
Why she Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say. I said, Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday, Love was such an easy game to play, Now I need a place to hide away, Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Why she Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say. I said, Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday, Love was such an easy game to play, Now I need a place to hide away, Oh, I believe in yesterday.
God is lord. but he is also my abba father.
he loves me and he loves u. no one cares but he will do. i love him and i love u
hatred stirs quarrel love overlooks oursleves for love is from GOd anyone who loves, knows God. our love is in CHrist. GOd is with us and his love for us, grows ever stronger
i feel empty. dont ask me why. i just feel empty now. God pls fil me. eventhough i can feel nothing thing now.
my heart is very troubled. i cant concentrate, i cant think.
daddy God i dont want things to go bad for me again. i want to be under your wings, i dont know whether to trust my heart or not. But i know all i gotta do is to trust u. u are my super strong God. i know with u around i will be fine . i do not want to trust on my own strength again
i am feeling up and down again. calm my down, i know i can see u and u can always see me. let my eye me cast onto u and u only.
i dont think we are playing together anythime soon again as a team again. we are all leading our individual life now. haha. lets meet up soon. hmm we are probably gonna be playing each others school soon lol
i go sleep liao la. msn also not much people to chat to =( chat buddies all not online. boooo. ok i shall treat myself well. early night!!! haha
super strong God. u love me.
i am feeling down again. lol. hmm i am not dry but just like bothered by small small things that slowly got me thinking. it isnt that small after all. looking at some old stuff and it got me hmm how to do i describe, alittle nostalgic, hmm sad probably. i am a human after all. i ask myself why am i here. what am i doing what am i gonna do. i can simply push all these things and thoughts aside. but at times like now. i cant.
last night i was just meditating and preparing myself to receive daddy God's love . then i was thinking abt somethings. i learnt something . a bad day and bad thoughts starts with one comdemnation. a person can go on a 'feel good' streak for days but once something just hook u and get concious of ur error or certain details u feel bad.then the condemnation sets in and takes ur conciousness of daddy's love from us. i prayed and was taken out of it. i was out of the woods.
now things that i am thinking and concern are not abt some things i regret. i dont think i regretted anything. because nothing is a mistake to God. i mean he allows me learn in the process.
one of my question now is probably why am i doing here again. am i suppose to be here?. can i get out? i am not even sure if this is my queation in my head. well
but some things that i am not afraid to share here is. Daddy opened my eyes. wide open. things like bgr. i learnt,felt, understand and experience from it was... i can quote u this in short 'there is a season for everything and God wants the best for me for u(everyone)' in this case me. yes me. i was so affected twice. not that it is great but daddy let me see it in a way that hey. they are not the one for u. not that they are bad. u are great. so am i. but it is simply not my season. not mine, it is like u dont expect a farmer to start planting corn in winter. it is so gonna die even before it can grow. i will never grow. that is wats gonna happen when we do things at wrong season. pastor ben and pastor prince said that right thing at wrong time is stil wrong.
it just sets me thinking. thinking!!.
u know... friends around me and some leaders said that hey i am secured. i do not wish to speak bad to myself, many a times i really question myself abt it . am i really secure? why am i seeking such attention? am i happen to ask if it is right or wrong.
then the season calling came in. then i know hey it is not my season and i got to tell myself this- it is fruitless if we are working for ourselves. Are the things that we are doing going to bring glory to jesus? edify his name? or personal gain?. is this person gonna be with me forever? or am i seeking the wrong love at the wrong time. come on.
God is so good he let me see such things. but daddy i can tell u these small things to others and insignificant in their eyes are so hard and heavy for me.
firstly i have no bgr, yes i have no bgr. i did woo girls before . which guy is not trying to? but . i will tell u i failed twice lol. and i only woo twice so failure 100 percent. haha some time ago in fact years ago. i told myself that hey ur a loser lo. that u can even get a girl. i did let this thought go into my brain for awhile. then it took me fast to know that i am special like wat many smaller kids would call them selves haha as in at a younger age.
hmm then now just recently my close friends in fact all broke up. them it is like hey. daryl ur secure u did not let urself get into a bgr, it is something to be so happy and ablt to boast about. it is that. when i look at these things again. it is so insignificant yet it is so significant to me. many a time i gave advices and encourage my friends. most of the time. God encourage me , he is always my support.
but my heart is like shaking again. brought to this emptiness. for awhile . on and off. i will float into some thoughts then i will burst the bubble and HEY! why am i yearning and looking into things that are at the wrong season. my driving thought- my motvated drive is like empty again. i am low and dry again. hot and cold. why? my i feel alittle messed up. i cant stand not being able to complete work. yes i am striving hard. but the drive is gone in a way that certain satisfaction is not there. my friends are not there? i lack in certain things? i dont know.
but wat i want to keep myself at tip-top condition to receive wat God has prepared for me.
i know i fear. i fear the process the hard process like wat i am going through now. i am not that negative as to say that i am having a very HARD time but just that it is not desirable. u get wat i mean.. failure is something i cannot avoid in life. no one will have a perfect life. if we are so perfect we dont need God. and we are not God.
i am back in this pocket that are dug here and there this year . this pocket is like a time zone. u simply float away and start thinking again. over and over again.
but the challenge is here. why not i let God let me see wat he sees. why am i leting God see wat i see. and how do i achieve this? i dont know. pray bah? rest? meditate? i dont know. if i know that much i wouldnt be like sharing here. haha
hmm daddy GOd u brought me here. and i want u to promise me that u will deliver me out out out of here. let this be quick. and fast and i will be able to taste and feel that super super satisfacted feeling.
my work are fruitless . God let ur work bear fruit through me. let ur work work be done through me. and my dreams to be fulfilled by u, in u only. this i pray that u will keep me safe from evil thoughts and the slightest condemning thought to go into my brain. i want ur love only urs only nothing else.
God i need ur courage and wisdom now. do only things that wil edify ur name . glorify u, u only i place my heart with u.
busy plus late night is a cycle of life. haha its been like that since last year haha. those honeymoon years in school are historied lol
last sunday went movie with peeps like josh jordon donatus, his sisters , cheryl, sherrie and taizi . transformer was pretty cool. and sadly i dont find megan fox cool anymore. haha.
God is with me and i can feel his presence. today hmm quite tired when i reached home. alittle dry spiritually. but nvm ,i know GOd loves me and will continue to let me feel his presence and keep me moving on.
i have put my priorities for this season. my studies, then my church and kingdom friends and volleybal! haha
others are abt the same stage but studies is first la. i know God agrees with me yes this year is gona be awesome. i dont know why but i am thinking and kinda miss ej camp. it was so full of God's love. i pray that this year will be oversea . so like out of this world , then under the sky just lie down and stare at the sky filled with those sparkling stars. having a quiet and heart to heart talk with daddy God.
then praises and worship under the moon and stars!. and shake the place!. tear the place down!. just jump jump jump !!!!!
the best thing to do in times of destress and troubles is to be concious of His love for me. He will travel over the mountain and the sea for me. me only. ! XD
daddy god now just i just want to feel ur love for me. let me change the world , i want to be a history maker. making history!!!
yo. i am here not to blog abt yesterday. tmr ba.
i want to thank u, yes it is u. u light up my day. accompanying me in msn this few days haha. hmm i enjoyed and it certainly let me destress and seek a refuge temporary from the tension. thank u. and ur the first one to like the poem =) goodnight GOd bless.
meanwhile i am back to my work again
God ur presence in my life now is so strong. beyond words could explain. i want to be in TS VB. God u know wat i want and wat i need. wat i will become. i will glorify U. and u will always keep me under ur wings. and fill me with ur love. i need ur strength and might to get this 4 mths a solid and super time period.
ur presence in my troubled times like now is ever so strong and in fact stronger in my troubled times. i felt it and it was fresh air for me. new engine. u spoke in me and into me. i will follow u, the path u have setted for me
